There are instances in life when you feel all alone. I don’t mean it in literal sense. What I mean by being alone is that you can’t relate yourself with anyone. Not your frenemies, your well-wishers, your relatives, your siblings, or even your parents. It seems like no one gets what you are feeling. It’s very painful where you are not able to express what you feel. And even in the midst of crowd you will feel all alone, like a misfit on this planet. In this competitive, ruthless, aggressive race of moving ahead in life and proving oneself, no one seems to have time and energy for your rantings. It seems like you are static or slowed down and world does not seem to care, it will continue with or without you.
Hold on. There is actually someone who cares about what you feel. Yes! Have you thought of sharing your thoughts, feelings with the One who created this whole world, of which you are a small part.
Even though He already knows what you feel, your feelings, intricacies, complexities more than yourself, He wants to hear it all from you. Just internalize it. The King of all kings. The Owner of all. Your Rabb (Lord) loves to hear your voice. You an insignificant speck in universe are not insignificant to the Creator of this universe. He loves to hear your rantings. He can hear what you speak and He can hear the unspoken!
He is the owner and maintainer of heavens and earth and all in between and of all what we don’t know about. It does not stop Him from listening to your incoherent speech.
Share all your complexities, share what you can’t share with anyone. Share it with Him. He knows. He understands it all, the internal conflicts, the struggles. You may not be able to express it all. Don’t worry about coherence. Just Tell Him. Everything.
أَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُوبُ [الرعد: 28]
“Listen, the hearts find peace only in the remembrance of Allah.” (Ar-Ra’d 13:28)
أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللَّهِ وَأَعْلَمُ مِنَ اللَّهِ مَا لَا تَعْلَمُونَ [يوسف: 86]
“…I do not complain of my anguish and sorrow to anyone but Allah, and I know from Allah what you do not know.” (Yousuf 12:86)
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اسْتَعِينُوا بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلَاةِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ [البقرة: 153]
“O you who believe! Seek help through patience and prayer. Surely, Allah is with those who are patient.” (Al-Baqarah 2:153)
وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ فَلْيَسْتَجِيبُوا لِي وَلْيُؤْمِنُوا بِي لَعَلَّهُمْ يَرْشُدُونَ [البقرة: 186]
“When My servants ask you about Me, (then tell them that) I am near. I respond to the call of one when he prays to Me; so they should respond to Me, and have faith in Me, so that they may be on the right path.” (Al-Baqarah 2:186)
لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ[البقرة: 286]
“Allah does not obligate anyone beyond his capacity. For him is what he has earned, and on him what he has incurred.” (Al-Baqarah 2:286)
أَحَسِبَ النَّاسُ أَنْ يُتْرَكُوا أَنْ يَقُولُوا آمَنَّا وَهُمْ لَا يُفْتَنُونَ [العنكبوت: 2]
“Do people think that they will be left (at ease) only on their saying: ‘We believe’, and will not be put to any test.” (Al-‘Ankaboot 29:2)
حَسْبُنَا اللَّهُ وَنِعْمَ الْوَكِيلُ [آل عمران: 173]
“Allah is fully sufficient for us, and the best One in whom to trust.” (Aale ‘Imraan 3:173)
وَأُفَوِّضُ أَمْرِي إِلَى اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ بَصِيرٌ بِالْعِبَادِ [غافر: 44]
“And I entrust my matter with Allah. Surely, Allah has all (His) servants in sight.” (Ghaafir 40:44)
إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا [الشرح: 6]
“Undoubtedly, along with the hardship there is ease.” (Al-Inshiraah 94:6)